Thursday, May 21, 2009

It's late and I am still awake. 
Yeh, the sleepless nights had ended last week.
Assessments are over and I should feel release.

Well, initially having lots of plans...
but I need to take a short break, seriously.

The water retention days were scary,
and actually it recurred yesterday..
I couldn't deny that my heart has not been functioning well. 
Yeh, probably is due to not sleeping for the past three months. 


Anyway, I would just like to make this entry end asap..
I am not happy.
In many areas.
I think people around me could sense it, only if they're really closed to me. 
I am not happy, not at all.

Alright, I am quite glad with some of my performances in school...
but... definitely not my life now. 


If there's someone who cares to buy me an hour of happiness, 
I would be very thankful. 

I am getting very.. very tired.
All motivation had used up for my school assignments...





Now... when I am unhappy,
I can't even overcome it. 
Things have changed.





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