Not giving me pocket money (when you're suppose to be the person dealing with finance), still dare to ask me for money.
You thought what... I am atm machine?
And funny huh, I don't even have a job now...
where do you expect my income from?
It's not as if I take my pocket money frequently from papa also..
I am using my savings that all.
If you want, ask from pa.
I am saving to the max already.
Your family thinks that I am useless, yes... someone said it before.
Don't worry about losing face because of me...
I will give you what you want.
I will work doubly hard, so that you can have mian zi okay?..
Yes, I used to be weak in my studies..
but it's no longer the same now.
Although I am not an 'A' grade student...
I am sure my results for the previous semester should have improvement.
Yeh, I don't deny that I thought of committing suicide.
Life is so precious, so what for killing myself, no one's gonna pity me also. (don't wish to be the pity one also) haha.
Life is short.. no matter how unhappy i am.. there's definitely something that will make me happy.
Not today.. but maybe.. tomorrow or the day after.
Now, my strategy is.... UNHAPPY = MOTIVATION
The motivation to work harder.
** Please keep your attitude to yourself, I am not gonna entertain you anymore.
The more you say, the more I'll keep away from you.
And... currently, I realised that someone is lying...
it's getting more interesting hurh.
I didn't know that my family can be that scary.
I shall take good care of myself.
Maybe, one day if I can't take it anymore..
I will do what choi jin sil did.
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