emotionally broke down and I shouted back.
Thinking of what happened for the passed few weeks,
errk.. I couldn't tolerate anymore!..
I said.. " I AM YOUR DAUGHTER!"
I gonna turn insane if I still continue to keep my mouth shut.
Continue with your attitude,
I know you gonna ignore me for days..
I don't care anymore.
I tell you what,
kor says he gonna move out of the house when he's 30..
and you got no idea about that matter right.
I gonna leave too,
I hope to move out of the house when I'm like 21..
I love the feeling of a happy family,
but I realised that days being unhappy are definitely more compared to those happy days.
Stop affecting my emotion..
it's soooooo depressing when I'm facing you.
You know what.. it's not as if I don't love you..
I love our family, everyone of you.. and especially pa..
but the fact is you're the main cause of my depression.
You never know it.
NEVER.
Do you know that your daughter is not happy?..
You never look into me deeper,
all you think about is kor.
I'm feeling so sick...
how am I gonna love someone in the future,
it's to hard to express..
do you understand?..
Even mummy doesn't provide sufficient love,
how's an outsider love me like pa does.
Am I really that bad?..
People just treat me as replacement..
depressed.
Gonna sleep,
goodnight.
2 comments:
i believe your mum love you...
It's just that she express it in the wrong... i also faced the same problem like you or maybe even worst... Nobody don't love you...
Your friends, people around you...
Take things easy.... Life would be easier and happier...
Did I say that she does not loves me?.. 'Insufficient Love' that was what I mentioned. The unfairness is probably a tough issue to understand. I was born to this world by her to see how she shows her love towards her son, and.. I never see her as an ordinary mother although I treated her as my mother. She is.. different.
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