rae-rae and her favorite elephant straps.

Our PCGT session...

2009-07-14T22:06:00.005+08:00

Met up with BOO- Hus-sis / Husbandy yesterday for dinner.

We talk about our problems and stuffs..

Blah blah and la la..

Simply enjoyed my night with her.

We took some photos..

but asked husbandy what happened...

Kept lying backward because she kept insisting that her face is round.

See... turned out like that!..

My face was so near to the camera and ...

errk... the second picture was terrible.

Not you husbandy,

I was talking about myself.

Oh btw, Husbandy got her hair done,

natural re-bonding, right.

Nice. :)

My turn for hair cut this coming thursday!

Oh well... I spent my entire day at home today, because my mum wasn't feeling well and nearly fainted on the street this morning.. scary!..

My dad's not feeling well too, so am I.

My day was spent cooking, serving and taking care of them today.

Get well soon!..

Husbandy... get well soon, too!

Gonna be back in school tomorrow to pay the school fees.

And.. School gonna start this coming monday. Good luck, dah. :)

2009-07-09T08:58:00.003+08:00

Morning everyone!

I woke up as early as 5.30 am this morning.. for nothing. *Yawn*

After having breakfast at 6.30 am, I started to prepare breakfast for my family.

Welcome home from paris, Ryan! :)

Everyone's home now, yes.

I received husbandy's message at 8.30 am,

and we gonna have our PCGT soon, Yeah.

Alright, so here're something my brother bought for me. Extremely scary, because everything is in pink, except the extra noir chocolate... my fav. extreme dark chocolate. And the tag is still on the shoe!..

I've grown taller..

2009-07-03T16:01:00.001+08:00

Yes, I've grown taller..I am standing at 155.5 cm now (+1.5 cm).

Haha.

That's pretty amazing, aha.

Goodbye, 154 cm.

2009-06-29T17:15:00.002+08:00

Timetable

Monday: Illustration and Layout- 3hrs

Tuesday: Jewellery Theory and History -3hrs, Enameling Studies-3hrs

Wednesday: Jewellery Studio 1 -3hrs

Thursday: 3d modeling for jewellery- 3hrs, Jewellery fabrication methods 1- 5hrs

Friday: Research Seminar- 2hrs, 3d Modeling- 3hrs

* Not including cross disciplinary modules.

Glad to know that I will be seeing Sabrina Koh again for research class. :) She's good, able to learn alot from her and she always give good advice.

2009-06-27T18:31:00.003+08:00

Woke up around 5.30am this morning to send my brother off to london.

Pretty tired, but I couldn't really sleep when I got home.

I cooked lunch for my parents, nothing special today.

Feeling rather exhausted for not able to get enough sleep,

and it's definitely bad for the complexion, damn goodness.

It's alright though, I'll try to sleep early tonight.

School gonna start soon, and I've started to feel the tension.

There's something wrong with my student id, was unable to check my time table,

but I heard that two new students will be joining the the class.

A total of 16 students for 2D 2J.

Shall update later, feeling so dizzy now. :(

Higher , larger, harder cheek bones.. Ah... :(

2009-06-26T13:50:00.011+08:00

Ignore the scars on my face please, I am trying hard to get rid of them now.

Regards of the cheek bones, hmmm... perhaps, I am getting old.

Can see from my photos what... I am getting older!... Aging! :(

So sad, so sad.

* more obvious cheek bone------> refer to the first picture on the right.

And.. I've mustache, damn goodness, really..errk. Thin layer of grey mustache!.. It was there since young.

Something happy...hmmm..

In fact, I am quite happy about my nose, for how it'd grown sharper over the years, because I used to have flat and big nose. Although it's still big (yes, I knew that), at least it's sharper now. The super thick, wide lips that I don't like, seemed to have reduced in size. Eyes, hmm... the same as my dad and brother.. we have obvious eyelashes growing on the lower eyelids, which is something good, because chinese seldom have obvious eyelashes growing underneath. Well, for me.. it only started growing last year. I am happy with it... because the eyes will some how appear to be larger, and don't have to apply so much eye liner, ha... save money! :) My brother says I got almond eyes.

And... ignore the eyebrow (just one side of it), accidentally I trimmed off the brow's end. It's alright, assuming that it'll grow very quickly, haha.

2009-06-24T23:50:00.001+08:00

Durian day...

2009-06-21T23:37:00.007+08:00

Act CUTE!

Every year during the 3rd sunday of June, I will forced myself to touch the smelly durian, and prepare something special for pa. Ha.

This year, I baked 12 durian tarlettes, White forest cake and luo sheng hua jelly for pa,

of course I prepare four portions so that the desserts would be shared among the four of us. :)

Ha. Shall upload the photos later.

Alright, I am gonna stop here.

Good night.

AND..

last but not least,

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY, PA! :)

P.S: You're my greatest dad,

I Love You.

2009-06-21T00:26:00.005+08:00

Alright, I think Kim Kyu Jong is pretty cute. :) (the person who lead the song.)

2009-06-21T00:20:00.000+08:00

WHY IS MY MOBILE PHONE NUMBER FLOATING IN THE AIR..

2009-06-19T13:33:00.016+08:00

I received a message today..

and.. I didn't even know who that person was.

A senior from the same department.

Without doing anything, that person..

assumed that I have agreed on the project.

Mentioned that I am REQUIRED to help out.

5.5 hrs/ per day. 4 days/ per week.

1st july- 31th july

Come on, It's my vacation!

And please, this is not the first time, alright.

I don't mind doing it actually,

but I don't really like the way things being mention by her.

And I need to spend more time with my family, alright.

I've already missed so many things last sem due to school assignments,

and I know next month gonna be even more busy.

I am not even paid for this,

so.. why is it compulsory?...

Don't mistaken my words,

I am not being money minded.

I mean, if it's a school event..

or helping someone I know,

or maybe a few days event..

I fine with it, and would certainly help out. And if it's part

of a lesson, i'll still go back to school.

Now, it's helping a stranger whom i've never seen before,

selling her work, and the event won't even be in school.

Changi.

And you tell me I am required to do so..

I asked her how am I gonna work till 31st, when school starts on the 2oth.

It's not that I am not willing to help..

just that.. I don't like to get involve too much.

I've got got my plans and own things to do please,

past few months been really tiring,

and even till today...

I am feeling so depressed on the family issue.

I am sorry to say that my mood is pretty bad now adays,

which means be aware of what you gonna say.

As what hus-sis had mentioned..

it could be due to MENOPAUSE.

Ah..haha.

2009-06-12T09:57:00.005+08:00

Sorry but my mother is different.

Both dad and I feel like banging the wall together.

Wondering, wondering... wo qian shi zao le she me nie.

Horrible woman,

don't talk rubbish..

and diou xia lan tan zi, expect others to clear for you.

What have you been doing,

Really!

Dearest aunties (mummy's sisters) still dare to give dad attitude..

of course my father don't like to entertain you all.

Please, please find out the truth,

do you think your sister is very good in the first place?

2009-06-08T10:39:00.005+08:00

I am back from Malaysia.

I hope things will settle down from today onwards.

From muar to malacca, malacca to muar,

muar to KL, KL to malacca, malacca to muar.

Don't think that I went there for holiday, though everyone there thought that I was there for vacation.

We're done settling with the stuffs, after muar and malacca.

Rushing here and there.

Btw, Ah Ma's spine was alright. But she's coughing non-stop.

KL trip was to visit someone closed but.. unable to see them often.

We went to KL to find my da buo(uncle) and family. I saw the chiong sam! He told me the secret of making a chiong sam, shhhhh... of course I can't mention it here. ooooo... I didn't know I can talk so much with them, that was so kinda amazing. Haha. Good. They're really really... nice people. Both da buo and I was taking about fashion and ceramic! ... haha. He loves spanish and italian designs, I am a fan of spanish fashion design, too. And, he asked whether I watch project runway, shocks!

Btw, Congrats to hui min jie jie, she'd given birth to a baby girl. She's so adorable! :)

Well, and da shen kept saying that I look like pa now. * GRIN* :)

She says when I was younger, my jaw line wasn't like this.

I chatted with hui ling jie, too. A very nice lady.

Staying at there place reminds me of popo house. Feel so heart warming, really.

NOW, RESULTS!

Alright, larh. Although there was a little disappointment, but.. still alright.

The grading is different from lasalle.

Distinction: A= 80 and above Merit: B= 70-79 Credit: C= 60-69 Pass: D= 50-59

Provisional pass: E= 40-49 Fail: F= 0-39

So, here're my results:

1 A, 3 Bs, 3 Cs

and..

I passed my english test!

I was so surprised to get C for research methodology, as I've mentioned that due to time constrain, my report wasn't completed.

It doesn't seems like mummy'd learnt her lesson...

2009-06-04T19:53:00.008+08:00

Thinking over and over again,

I.. really had done my part as a daughter, what ever.

When aunty asked about, what am I gonna do this vacation,

initially, I planed alot for this vacation...

like what I would like to do and stuffs.

But everything gonna be on hold..

because of the family and of course, because of mummy.

Pa really needs the moral support.. really.

Yesterday, I nearly slipped my mouth and about to tell my aunt the truth, since we're really closed.

But, what for... I know what they gonna do if they knew it.

They only know how to scold, but please mummy is no longer a kid.

Don't wanna disgrace her also, after all, she's still my mother.

Everything about me, is family.

Sometimes, I would questioned myself...

so.. how about me?..

My future and all.

No one had bother about it, not even Pa, I guess.

My answer is the same as pa..

because you're still in the family,

I will stay.

It really feel emotional at times,

but what's the point.

Just do it, and move on.

Had already done my part...

2009-06-03T07:41:00.002+08:00

Morning!

Well, couldn't really sleep..

woke up early to help my dad with some issues.

I hope that things will sort out sooner or later after the truth has been revealed.

Hello, my dearest brother.. did you know, you don't because mummy don't ever tell you the truth. And you aren't at home also.

Actually, I'd already knew it since long time ago, erm.. how long.. it's the year when I was doing o'levels.

Don't blame me for being weird, and always look as if people owe me a million.

No one ever thought of what's going on, but only pa and I.

Alright, put that aside.

I am baking triple chocolate cake now.

I've added coffee powder in the batter, so for those who'll be tasting it would most likely feel a tad of bitter.

Why chocolate and coffee?.. It's mymy (little aunt in hainamnese) favorite.

So, yeh... that's right, I am gonna visit my aunties and granny later.

Will be going back to malaysia this friday, to help mummy in settling "the stuff".

We're really hoping that she'll learn her lesson this time.

TO EVRYONE..

GOOD DAY!

Singapore Furniture Design Competition...

2009-06-02T12:28:00.005+08:00

I was wondering when will I receive my results from NAFA.

About an hour ago, while browsing through the NAFA-student net, I happened to see the singapore furniture design competition brief.

So, out of my curiosity.. I read the details.

It seemed interesting to me,

I would probably give it a try. :)

can't be bothered..

2009-06-02T09:39:00.004+08:00

Oh..Morning!

I've realized that once I started with my personal project plan, I felt motivated and not gonna be bothered by other stuffs. Good.

New art works coming up.

I'd decided to.. of course, focus on rings and also, managed to construct a piece of necklace using hot glue gun and water pipe. Haha. Yeh, the water pipe craze is not over yet.

Heading to the national library today, the first procedure you need is to do research and get inspired by the artists, designers or even, architects.

I am having a plan, and it probably gonna surprise some of you around mid june. :)

Renee and her favorite elephant straps...

2009-06-01T15:40:00.002+08:00

The background was done by using photoshop, the straps... are always mine.

2009-06-01T00:06:00.009+08:00

I hope that my moodiness will be gone after my period.

It's June already.

Time to start a new journey and move on.

My maid (Ruby) will be returning to her country tomorrow after working with us for about 6 years or more, she's getting married soon! Congrats. Although I am not really closed to her, I 'll certainly gonna missed her. I still remember how she'd taken care of me when I just got home from surgery 3 years ago, time flies and now, she's leaving. The new maid will be here tomorrow to replace her and work together with

Umi (who is our 2nd maid). Hope that they can work well together. And, hope that mummy won't xian dong xian xi.

Maybe I am at home most of the time, so.. hmm... nothing much to update.

Will be going to the airport tomorrow morning to send ruby off.

Hai... and I really feel that dad care so much for me.

I was so shock when he told me that red bean soup's good for menstrual cramps. I saw him reading the book!.. Shocks. Really glad to have you larh, Pa. I'd read some of the pages too... haha. Like how to cook a good pot of red bean soup and for some procedures I never even seen them before!.. And he's planning to cook barley together with veggie for me! Sounds weird though. Barley and veggie.

I wonder how come pa is always the one doing the chores. Nevermind, forget about mummy... I'd gave up on her. Maybe I should feel contented already... since pa takes good care of me, it's alright to have lesser from mummy. Not lesser larh... she don't even bother to cook for me. Nevermind, suan le ba. Although she's really pian xing, but kor needs her concern also larh. Also, It's true that I am closer to pa.

It's weird, see... for some people, they don't like to eat home cooked food.. what mama zhu de bu hao chi. But for me, I need to wait for a LONG time before mummy bother to cook for me. Nevermind, lucky I know how to cook. :) Next time, I would marry someone who's willing to cook barley, green bean and red bean soup for me! haha. Yes, just three of them and I'll be super contented. :)

2009-05-30T23:56:00.014+08:00

I was helping at the sculpture carnival @ sculpture square this morning to around 6.30 pm in the evening.

Sway enough, my period was here, no preparation, nothing... so, quickly rush down to cheers to get a pac of pads. I was so embarrassed when ryan (my schoolmate, not my brother huh) and dan asked what's that!... Goodness. It made me even embarrassed when dan says 'oh, keep it in your bag.. and nothing to embarrass, larh.'

Oh, btw.. the children there were adorable, age between 4 and below and hardly elder than 12.

Thursday:

I was at SP for Husbandy's graduation ceremony!

She'd worked hard and I am so proud of my sister being a graduated student of SP, well done. :)

All the best for your up coming task, and no matter what your decision is.. you'll always have my support. FIGHTING!

So what's my strategy now?..

-Shut up, think about nothing and do my part as a 100% student.

Strive hard and aim for a better academy results.

Anything that's not that important can leave it to after I graduate from NAFA.

Still a long way to go..

FIGHTING!!

I want to get myself out of the depression state.

And to my family, relative and friends and of course, to my pity stomach and gastric that have been suffering for years..

Now, I declared that I will try to EAT.

But.. have to control also larh, yeh. Hahaha.

I must take good care of my health so that I can move further and to achieve better academy results.

2009-05-29T01:00:00.008+08:00

Don't disgrace yourself.

Not giving me pocket money (when you're suppose to be the person dealing with finance), still dare to ask me for money.

You thought what... I am atm machine?

And funny huh, I don't even have a job now...

where do you expect my income from?

It's not as if I take my pocket money frequently from papa also..

I am using my savings that all.

If you want, ask from pa.

I am saving to the max already.

Your family thinks that I am useless, yes... someone said it before.

Don't worry about losing face because of me...

I will give you what you want.

I will work doubly hard, so that you can have mian zi okay?..

Yes, I used to be weak in my studies..

but it's no longer the same now.

Although I am not an 'A' grade student...

I am sure my results for the previous semester should have improvement.

Yeh, I don't deny that I thought of committing suicide.

Life is so precious, so what for killing myself, no one's gonna pity me also. (don't wish to be the pity one also) haha.

Life is short.. no matter how unhappy i am.. there's definitely something that will make me happy.

Not today.. but maybe.. tomorrow or the day after.

Now, my strategy is.... UNHAPPY = MOTIVATION

The motivation to work harder.

** Please keep your attitude to yourself, I am not gonna entertain you anymore.

The more you say, the more I'll keep away from you.

And... currently, I realised that someone is lying...

it's getting more interesting hurh.

I didn't know that my family can be that scary.

I shall take good care of myself.

Maybe, one day if I can't take it anymore..

I will do what choi jin sil did.

2009-05-21T02:43:00.004+08:00

It's late and I am still awake.

Yeh, the sleepless nights had ended last week.

Assessments are over and I should feel release.

Well, initially having lots of plans...

but I need to take a short break, seriously.

The water retention days were scary,

and actually it recurred yesterday..

I couldn't deny that my heart has not been functioning well.

Yeh, probably is due to not sleeping for the past three months.

Anyway, I would just like to make this entry end asap..

I am not happy.

In many areas.

I think people around me could sense it, only if they're really closed to me.

I am not happy, not at all.

Alright, I am quite glad with some of my performances in school...

but... definitely not my life now.

If there's someone who cares to buy me an hour of happiness,

I would be very thankful.

I am getting very.. very tired.

All motivation had used up for my school assignments...

Now... when I am unhappy,

I can't even overcome it.

Things have changed.

2009-04-12T02:08:00.006+08:00

Time flies, seriously.

When I return to school on Monday, it's already week 5 towards end of the term.

That's very fast.

Final term is always like that, it's over before you realise what's going on.

It's not as if I am done with the work and happily blogging at this time, in fact I am really worried about not doing well for the modules and can't finish the assignments on time.

I told lin husbandy I don't feel motivated.

Yes, I want to do well and have been facing my assignments from day till night, but I certainly feel that there's not much progress in my work.

Hmm...

Well, I think I would need some encouragement from someone close, some one close I mean.

Just a few lines of words will do, I guess.

I don't feel happy for the past few weeks, it could be due to the fact that there's this particular person in class who is giving me lots of problems. I don't think I deserve this, do I?.. Don't you think that you're too much?.. I just wanna be friendly to everyone, do you really want me to be nasty to you?.. What's the purpose of doing all these, seriously. Wake up, no one's gonna entertain you, stop acting like a secondary school kid please. You make me feel so irritated.

I'll try my best to clear all the assignments, oh not before the dateline but at least to be on time. Alright, I shall end the entry. Good night.

And I miss my dearest, lin husbandy. :(

2009-03-31T02:49:00.006+08:00

Renee hates the fact that everything screwed up.

And only today then I realized that I've been too selfish.

It's like I only spent time either with myself, my passion and assignments.

Have I been showing enough concern towards my family (the husbandy you should know you're one of my family member also yeh), relatives and even friends?

I am too SELFISH.

I always thought that no one needs me accept my father.

But, I've skipped the monthly talk with him ever since school started in January.

If I continue to be a self-centered person, I am gonna regret,

seriously.

RENEE YOU'RE TOO MUCH, TOO MUCH.

P.S: I hope that my aunt will recover soon.

I am sorry Mymy. I've always been saying that I am busy, busy and busy..

I know you doted me the most.

Oh, feeling terrible.. gonna end the entry. Sorry.

2009-03-29T01:03:00.003+08:00

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2009-03-13T18:04:00.009+08:00

Simplicity, Purity and Clarity.

It's back to the days when I love assignments, as in enjoy doing THEM.

RUSH RUSH.. I hate rushing assignments, because you'll have lots of mistakes not being noticed.

Other than that.. I enjoy doing assignments. :)

Practice doesn't make perfect, but it gain self- confident.

Remember I used to have speech phobia?..

It's like I couldn't speak infront of the class?.. I couldn't give a proper presentation?..

Well, although I am still not good at it, things are different now.

I am looking forward to the upcoming presentations, I want to PRACTICE on my speech.

Alright, I guess it will be good if I sort out a 'To do list'. ( to be done in 3 days time)

Exhibition Drawing ( Perspective) x4 ( almost done with 2)
Furniture Drawing x3 ( Touch up or redo drawings that were done previously.)
Jewelry Drawing (Touch up on background)
Finish reading the Wedding and Engagement Rings book
3d workshop final project

I love 3d design, assignments, ballet, husbandy and my family. Arr... and my happy kids. :)

YARH.. JEWELRY Jewellery.

2009-03-13T00:52:00.004+08:00

Renee's as BUSY as a BUMBLE BEE.

Good Morning Husbandy and Wen! (my regular readers)

Husbandy is the only one who reads my blog, I guess. Ha.. sounds so pathetic. NO LARH, I don't mind at all.

I am a low profile person what.

Oh anyway, it had been really busy in school.

Time flies, next week is the start of a new term. FIGHTING!!

I only managed to entertain myself with ballet practice every saturday.. yeh, that every fair bit of time that I can spare every week.

Oh, I am glad to get in touch with someone whom I haven't meet for ages. :)

Ohh.. that person is pretty much the same, still recognizable yeh. Ha.

That person says I don't look the same. Ha, which is a good thing, I guess.

The primary school classmate, NICE NICE NICE. :)

It's alright if you don't get what I mean,

just find that it's heartwarming to.. erm, sort of found that person, again?.. Ha.

Amazing yeh.

Alright..

shall end the entry here.

Take care and Good night..

to everyone yeh.

2009-02-24T21:20:00.003+08:00

Should I blame on my luck or what?

I am so unlucky!!

Even Serin sense that they're accusing me on doing that, but I didn't.

It's just being bad luck, I guess.

Serin was sitting directly opposite me, she definitely knows whether I've done it or not.

OMG, I couldn't believe the tone from her mouth, I thought she's a nice person.

"I don't know who the ASS shut of my computer."

I know the group of people dui wo you pian jian already, but it doesn't mean that you can accused me on doing something that I'll never do in my entire life.

I was sitting in between them, and it just happened that their PCs shut down when they're out for dinner. Yeh, you didn't say it, but it's so obvious that you are pointing the arrow towards me. MIND YOUR WORDS alright. Nobody switched off your PC.. but it was Auto shut down.

Ask Serin if you don't believe, DAMN.

Arghx, why am I so unlucky?!..

Someone stolen my phone last week,

and now people accused me for doing things that I'd never done it.

Oh my, HUSBANDY.. I feel so YUAN WANG.

2009-02-22T18:40:00.003+08:00

To: The person who stole my Mobile Phone.

I am pretty sure that I did not bring it along with me to art friend, so I should have left it in the IT lab with other stuffs which are not important. I am never a careless person, and I hardly misplace things that are important.

I am not sure who you are, but please take good care of my V9, and the kimono fabric glass bead which I've used for two years and love it very much, right. Damn. I would certainly report to school tomorrow and shall see what they can help.

Never take things which doesn't belong to you.

Damn.

Never, never.. I've never lost my phone before. Never!

The phone is not in good condition already, I realised that the camera is having problem since the start of the year, so.. that phone wouldn't last you for too long also yeh. BUT... the content... my Images and many THINGS inside!! and the bead which cost alot!!

Hopefully things will resolve tomorrow, I am pretty calm since yesterday.

I am still able to do my work till 4am.

Not much progression though.

Yeh, I admit that.. I MISSED MY PHONE, and THAT VERY PRETTY GLASS BEAD!!

Damn, you better return it to me.

2009-02-21T00:58:00.003+08:00

HELLO.

Good Morning, and this is Renee.

I would like to start with something pretty depressing, I wonder why, and why and WHY?..

Majority of them are saying that I've think too in depth into that particular point, which I think what I've been thinking is a fact.

Why is SHE acting that way?..

And do I really need to clarify with the group of people?

ALRIGHT, I shall do it here.

TO ID1J:

If anyone happened to read this entry, please spread and tell that group of people about the FACT.

I don't know what's going on, but I feel that there's something fishy on this particular person in our class. Although she might seems to be nice and certainly helpful, but I am sure there's something that she'd done to me which she doesn't want to emphasis on. It's still a HUGE QUESTION MARK touring in and out of my mind.. WHY?.. but WHY? and WHY?

You are trying to let others think that I'm lazy and I don't want to contribute in the group?.. Yes, I admit that I didn't talk much, but again the reason is that I find it stressful while talking to that "SUPER TALENTED STUDENT". I wanted to help, I was there yesterday and as for last thursday I thought the group discussion was canceled, that's why I left early when I had early dismissal. I am not sure what exactly happened yesterday, but I thought it was quite strange when I received that phone call. It's like, why are you calling me when P msged M?.. I would like to find out the truth soon, I guess. Thats pretty scary, THANK YOU.

But again, I know I screwed up on many things, but I didn't chit and lie on anything, so it depends on you whether or not to believe in my words. I swear. It's not as if I am trying to backstep anyone, it's like no point at all too.. but I just find that it's pretty scary to work with someone like this.. SCARY.

I wonder, why is it like this?.. Is it that competitive in NAFA?..

CUNNING EVIL

And I am super unhappy alright.

2009-01-31T20:49:00.003+08:00

I am turning insane soon.

I realized that I enjoy doing the school assignments so much.

I so gonna start doing again once I am done with this entry.

I think of my school works day and night.

I have done the 3d model, 10 jewelries sketches but yet done with the rendering part, methodology mind map, my part of 101 way to use a pair of chopsticks (54 solutions) pauline will deal with another half, thinking about the 3 scenario, environment stuffs.. Today.

:( I was absent for my jazz dance today, because.. I love doing my school assignments very much.

I would try to complete the assignment for this week technical drawing class by tonight.

I must continue doing the history research and report later.

I need to draw 5 more furnitures.

I have to complete the final wire work by tomorrow.

I've got to work very very, damn very.. extremely hard. :)

I love ASSIGNMENTS!

2009-01-30T10:53:00.012+08:00

I love my room!

It's a new year gift for Husband,

I've chosen to wrap up a stack of paper,

because she's always holding lots of notes.

I was just worrying that she might miss out some of those.

So, here's a collaboration chinese and japanese style DIY book.

The new hairstyle.

Favourite PINK! Thankyou, Korkor Xiang!

It's Pink! Thankyou, Auntie Shirley!

My lovely watch. Thankyou, Papa and Mummy!

These are all I need! :)

Yang Zhi Gan Loo

Okay, that was my first attempt,

I always wanted to try making,

as both my Dad and brother love it very much.

I tried to organize a family gathering before school starts earlier this year,

so I prepared food as usual,

and look at the pasta..

it was cooked by my brother!

Berry Crunch

My DIY Super healthy Pizza with thin Crust

My parent's friends was at our place for some event earlier on,

so I initiate to bake some cakes to serve aunties and uncles. :)

Papa loves the banana wholemeal slice very much, Aha.

My brother's birthday cake from Almonde.

Look at papa, he look so young in this photo yeh.

Haato Ice-cream

Durian, Green Tea, Rock Melon, Strawberry

Verdict: 4.5/ 5 stars. Rock Melon flavour tasted the best.

Recommendation: Definitely got to try this Salad, it's really good,

especially the sauce with a tad of sesame taste. Yummy!

Tampopo Japanese Restaurant Delights

Oh yeh, btw.. photos update!

There're more to show,

but that's about all for now.

I shall upload more when I am FREE.

2009-01-30T10:20:00.002+08:00

Haha!

Morning everyone.

I had a good night sleep yesterday,

it's like.. finally can.

I haven't been getting enough sleep for days,

was having assignments time rush, Aha.

Would you believe that I did my assignment till 1.30 am on the first day of chinese new year?

And I actually went to school straight without any sleep yesterday.

I spent wednesday night to thursday morning doing technical drawing, haha.

So, I dragged my very exhausted body to school reluctantly, and spent 9 hours in school without a single break in between.

Oh, but I was doing fine yesterday, I guess.. Haha. :)

Oh, alright.

I am OFFICIALLY TWENTY today!

Happy Birthday to myself.

Oh, I received another pressie yesterday,

it's a fushia- off maroon /pink HelloLuLu laptop bag from my brother.

Oh, and I received a salmon pink Guess purse from aunty shirley.

Oh, and a storage box with additional ang bao from bobo and mymy.

Oh, and husband was about to pass me the pressie also.

Ha, Thanks.

Oh, and I am gonna thank my parents again for the tommy hilfiger swarovski crystals watch.

It's a good morning to start work,

so I am gonna start doing my assignments, Tata! :)

2009-01-24T23:40:00.005+08:00

Damn goodness, I am feeling so stressful.

I went to the library last night together with mavis and yixin after the history make up class, I was at the library again this afternoon after jazz dance, and I managed to borrow six good books. :)

Designer's Sprit= NO CNY

Must learn to have the designer's spirit.

My tuitor was talking about it in class, yeh.

I better stay at home or camp somewhere, inorder to have progression on my assignments.

I am pretty much in a lost situation now,

don't try to distract my focal point.

Thank goodness, this is so tiring.

FIGHTING!!

2009-01-24T11:07:00.007+08:00

Yeh, people tend to say that I've slimmed down alot, and that I'm more skinny now.

I understand that my boobs are not 'FENG MAN', and my figure isn't very curvy.

BUT, IT DOESN'T MEANS THAT I GOT NO FIGURE.

Of course you got more obvious boobs if you're more fat,

but again, even if you got nice boobs, your body is not quite slim,

it doesn't mean anything also what.

I am happy with what I have now, because I am short,

I probably think that I can afford to have petite figure,

like figure of the other end.

Yeh, I admit that I am not as feng man now, but the thing is..

I'm really really stressed with the assignments now, so even if I eat, the fats intake just doesn't adsorbs.

But again, I still got B-cup, alright.

I took pictures of myself, wearing cheong sum.

Oh, btw... this looks pretty much fitted nicely, but it's too tight around the boobs area, like hardly able to breath already, ha. So, I decided to get one size bigger.

Oh, and this cheong sum cost quite a alot (consist of 70% silk), I'm gonna thanks my parents for getting it for me. :)

2009-01-22T21:11:00.005+08:00

I would like to talk to the fine arts people,

spare some time for me please.

I want to meet people who're doing fine arts.

I admire those who're doing fine arts.

Hunting for fine arts people!!

If you're a male fine arts student who can draw perfect collaboration of red and green roasted or granny smith apples, please... PLEASE leave a comment on my blog or email me at r.jewel-dosi@live.com. Thanks. :)

2009-01-21T20:20:00.005+08:00

I am H-A-P-P-Y today. :)

Not because I've done well, but finally... Finally someone agrees with my drawing.

Everyone knows that I always feel bad about my drawing, but apparently I find that drawing furniture and jewelry is more interesting as compared to figure drawing.

So pai seh when David (my rendering class tuitor) kind of show my work infront of the class, mentioned that this is being creative, and have done right to draw in perspective and proportion for furniture designs. He also says that it's good to have detailed drawing in my jewelry designs, but the drawing is a tad too flat, but it's still alright though.. and it's a pity that I've drawn on wrong papers!!

Oh, he reminds me of my favourite papa teacher, Mr Tan CP!

Same encouragement given, Thanks. :)

Oh, and David's kind enough to let me off today, I was 25mins late for class! Thanks.

At least he says that I have detailed drawing for my jewelry designs.

I admit that I cried yesterday night, yeh.. was being too stressed I guess. 13 hours in school, not enough rest. I cried because I was really exhausted and that I couldn't sleep as I need to do my assignments and researches. Haha. Now adays, I tend to cry very easily when I didn't get enough sleep. I feel sad when I do have sufficient time to sleep. Sleep, Sleep, Sleep. Not enough sleep = Bad Mood! (My Sleeping Page)

Ha, on Monday, Aaron asked if I'm interested to display my craft works in his friend's cafe,

and on the same day, Yongkai asked if I sell my jewelries/ accessories in bulk.

Yeh, so I'd probably place some of my works in Aaron's friend's cafe, and for YK, I think he's just asking only. Haha, I'm curious to know since when he started selling jewelries. 0_0

2009-01-18T09:18:00.006+08:00

Good Morning.

Oh, it's a Sunday morning, well.. did I just mention Sunday, SUNDAY!

Jazz dance was pretty hectic yesterday, and I shouldn't have attend the class, as I haven't fully recovered from the severe gastric and intestine disorder yet. Alicia was guiding us through the spinning routine, more then 20 sets I supposed, and I was feeling sick after those spins.

Oh, and seniors from the performing arts are friendly hurh, haha.

I saw this very cute, skinny and tall boy, whom I supposed should be a senior, probably from the department of music?.. yeh, he was just standing beside me during the class... very very tall indeed. Haha.

Alright. So, I went to NLB after that, to do research of course. Do you know how unhappy I was when that bloody ABNN accused me for doing irrelevent research which doesn't link to the topic.. goodness, what's wrong with extra research being done. I'm a new student after all, and I need more understanding of the history before I can produce a good presentation on week six. And mind your words alright, I'm not doing modernism, it's industrial architecture and exhibition please, HELLO! So old and immature, do you know what he did to me on wednesday morning?.. He kind of point the left direction and telling me to go up from that lift and then he went another direction which was straight and took another lift. And later then I realised that the lift which I saw was an emergency lift.. of course I turned out and got the correct lift up. Stupid ABNN, so old already.. still play this kind of thing.

I'm going to library again later, I am gonna borrow research books from different branch.

Oh, btw... HAPPY 25th BIRTHDAY to my Brother Ryan, Korkor Xiang!...

and to Joni, you can't believed that both of them shared the same exact birthday, same day, month, year.. and AGE!..

Alright, I am gonna go bath first then head down to library, and better reach home before 1.30 pm. High tea at 2 or 3pm.

I find that I am getting more busy now adays, which is good i think. :)

2009-01-17T09:33:00.002+08:00

Good Morning.

Yesterday's ballet class was great, and thanks for the ride to bugis.. erm, I can't remember his name, but yeh.. a male dancemate from the same group.

Oh, and thank goodness.. my first week hmk is 70% done.

More research got to be done, so I am going to the NLB after my jazz dance later at 2pm.

Oh, and I got my first birthday pressie from my parents yesterday. They're kind enough to get me a Tommy Hilfiger watch that's filled with swarovski crystal for my 20th birthday. Love it. :)

Well, I shall save my time, and back to hmk and research.

It's so damn stressful alright.. and I definitely got to overcome it.

More work and shut up. :)

2009-01-16T10:56:00.006+08:00

Good Morning.

I got no school today, no school on fridays, yeh..

but I did not attend school yesterday, yes I was absent from class.

I started to feel that my gastric was giving me problem on wednesday night..

I did not eat much for dinner, only had one cup of green bean and barley drink, since I was doing my research for week six presentation, I got no time to eat.

So, by the time I woke up yesterday morning.. I was suffering from severe gastric cramps and I swear it's dead painful. I was at mt alvernia hospital emergency with accompanied of my parents at 6am. I stared at Dr Louis when he mentioned about injection, haha.. it's okay to have injection I said, I am totally fine with the ant's bite pain... but it's early in morning know, I got no energy at all and would most lightly faint. He assumed that I was on diet, but I told him many times that I was doing my damn hmk, that's why I skipped my meal.

Oh, but thank god I am feeling better now. Ha.

2009, not a good start at all. :(

2009-01-14T18:58:00.002+08:00

I AM BUSY WITH THE WORK LOAD, as in school work.

Culture shock.

I need time to adapt to the environment.

Hello 1J people, I'm not a dumb ass larh..

stupid old ABNN please stop acting bossy,

so childish and disgusting, don't make me puke.

Assume that I'm those kind who's quiet and nice to bully,

don't try your luck,

I can be very quiet.. or should be quiet most of the time,

but I can be a very hard core person,

if you try to step on my tail.

ABNN, you're just a foundation student alright..

so don't be so yaya please.

Well, hard to differentiate good and bad.

Arghx, I shall hack care about it larh,

after all my main objective is to be a normal student in school,

and I just want to learn anything that's link to jewelry design.

2009-01-09T16:25:00.004+08:00

To: Erffa

Hey, I found vids teaching on 'Fondu',

Take a look. :)

But we need to clarify with Joni during next lesson.

2009-01-09T15:46:00.003+08:00

Hello. :)

Good Afternoon everyone, it's Friday again.

I've decided not to attend ballet class today (first time skipping),

as I'm having my period for second day.

Having cramps and all,

feeling dizzy and

I do have fainting spells.

Been to the toilet several times to pass motion,

goodness.

:( Although I wish I could attend Joni's class this evening,

but no ballet class for me today.

I need to take care of myself yeh.

Oh, btw..

That's my new hair cut.

Yes, I'm just showing one side of whole.

Oh, and I shall be meeting husband boo for late dinner tonight,

at.. oh, nearby our house.

Two more days to go,

time flies.

NEW START YO,

Fighting!

2009-01-08T12:39:00.001+08:00

2009-01-07T16:24:00.006+08:00

Don't try to assume things, tell lies and talk rubbish.

My tolerance level is up there already, stop it man.

I don't see if I go into depression will do anything good to you also.

Personal warning to everyone, please don't talk and speak for me when there isn't a need to do so.

I hate it when people try to set something behind my back and like as if I don't know.

Let me off, I just wanna be an ordinary student back in school next week.

I want my life to be happy.

And please don't try to control my life when you supposed to manage your own life.

To everyone, please watch out what you are saying,

I wouldn't let anyone of you off if you gonna affect my mood and to let my depression recur once more.

It might be mild mistakes made out of your mouth but, it'd probably cause a very bad aftermath side effect to someone who's feeling depressed.

Thankyou.

2009-01-06T15:56:00.002+08:00

I am feeling depressed.

I don't believe in human beings,

I don't believe in myself neither.

It's so, so..

Scary.

I am just an extra child to my mum.

2009-01-06T01:04:00.004+08:00

I was reading Husband's blog entry for today, and she mentioned that miracle does happens.

Maybe miracles did happen to her, yeh.. I've seen her miracle.

My huaband BOO believes in miracle, but I don't.

Miracle did happen to me once, which was in 2005 when I was being diagnosed of having bladder tumor.

Yup, but after that... I swear, swear alright.. that life haven't been smooth till now.

I hope that NAFA will bring happiness to me, or at least let me perform well through out the year.

I don't believe in miracle, but I believe that god will take care of those who strive hard.

Yeh, I'll try my best.

2009-01-05T08:44:00.005+08:00

There're ten thousands reasons for me to refuse to talk to my mum.

She doesn't tells fact, so please ignore her words and she loves to control everyone,

like controlling us every now and then.

A women who's at this age (55-6) acting like a child, should have considered as shameless.

No matter how much I tried to care for her, she treats me like shit.

It's very childish when she tried to boil up some random issues, and started scolding me like nobody's business. DAMN. Didn't I mention that I am a twenty year old young adult?..

Don't worry mummy, I'll die before you.. so please don't try to torture me every time.

Damn bloody hell, says that I keep buying things. What did I buy?.. I spent about 250 bucks on my parents and brother's gifts, and nothing else. I haven't even buy anything for myself. Damn mummy, and you always think for your bloody son.

Yes, I admit that I am a self-centered person, but how am I not be someone like this when most of you treated me like this?.. You think for yourself and your son, like my friends used to treat me as note/ post pad, I used to treat everyone nicely.. but people just take me for granted. That's why, I wouldn't give that much to people now.

I dislike people who assume things.

I dislike people who take advantage of me.

I dislike people who control me.

I dislike being yuan wang by people.

I dislike doing things that I don't like.

I dislike people who think that I am a note/post pad.

EH, ALTHOUGH I AM NOTSM ART, BUT I AM NOT STUPID ALRIGHT.

2009-01-05T00:13:00.007+08:00

My mood is better now, all thanks to Angela Aki's songs. She's an awesome Japanese Italian singer who can sing really well. Go search on her live performances, very entertaining indeed.

Boo!... I was really in bad mood just now, MUMMY, yeh.. Mummy again. :(

all i want for birthday is you.

2009-01-02T13:54:00.008+08:00

(Sorry about the messy background, I'm clearing my room yes. Ha. Clothes with stained colours on my bed. P.S -Pink and grey straps jacket is a newbie. )

I was quite pissed yesterday,

Mummy says that my arms are fat,

not mentioning about flabbiness but FAT.

Sad sad sad, so damn SAD.

But I don't have small bones mummy,

I've got broad shoulders, huge foot size (for my height),

and thick and heavy bones.

I've done light aerobics exercise in the noon,

and gonna have my ballet class later at 6.30pm.

I feel so bloated now,

all thanks to the watermelon and green tea yeh. Haha.

his kitty is so cute

2009-01-01T19:01:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! It's TWO OO NINE. :)

Ha, I did not manage to count yesterday, because I was feeling really exhausted and I slept at 9PM, by the time I woke it's 3AM already. Haha.

Eh, I'm having bladder problems again. BOO!:(

Toilet, TOilET.. T O I L E T!

Oh, and since haven't been sleeping well lately, the face complexion is.... ARGHX.

So, I'll try to flush down plenty of water and also.. eating lots of fruits. Ha. I love FRUITS, it's my all time favourite okay.

Oh, and I'm happy to see lots of fruits at home.

Red and green apples, bananas (medium and small), papaya, lemon, guava, strawberries, mango, persimmons (medium and small), grapefruit and water melon.

Yup, Happy 2009 to everyone yeh.

May all of you be happy and healthy through out the year,

Take Care. :)

2008-12-30T09:28:00.007+08:00

YAY YAY.. People tend to say that I've grown TALLER.. Ha.

Yeh, but it's 0.5 to 1 cm only. Ha, well.. it's better than nothing.

And People say that I did something to my eyes, but no I didn't. Even my brother says that my eye lids have became more define, but it's just that the flesh in my eye lids reduced. Yeh, my brother kind of touch it that day, and his reaction was... EEeee bone. Does it actually means that I'm old already? -_-"

I bought some pressies for my family yesterday.

Two Jade couple bracelets for my parents, each of them symbolizes good health.

I got a Renoma wallet for my brother, yes.. that's his birthday pressie . Yesterday was 20 days before his actual birthday.

I like my ex boyfurendo, not you but you.

You know who you are. :)

The one with very similar name as mine,

start and end with the same alphabet.

2008-12-29T08:23:00.006+08:00

Code Name Credits Timeslot

TD1201Presentation Drawing & Rendering3 TD1202Creative Thinking3 TD1203Research Methodology2 TD12042D Computer Modelling2 TD12053D Fundamentals3 TD12063D Theory & History 22 TD1102Technical Drawing3Group B : Thrusday, 12pm - 3pm, #4-08TD11033D Workshop & Model Making3Group A : Monday, 3pm - 6pm, #2-02/#1-03DN1291Jazz Dance IB1Jazz Dance IB-Group B Saturday, 2.00pm - 4.00pm, #C6-38

It's a total of 22 credits not 18 yeh. :)

Oh, the modules registration is finally done, was having problems to login previously.

So here's my time table:

Monday: Creative Thinking -12.00 to 2.50

3d work shop & model making (elective) - 3.00 to 6.00

Tuesday: 3D Theory & History 2- 10.00 to 11.50

2D Computer Modelling- 3.00 to 5.50

Wednesday: Research Methodology- 9.30 to 10.20

Presentation Drawing & Rendering- 12.00 to 2.50

Thursday: 3D Fundamentals- 9.00 to 11.50

3D Technical Drawing- 12.00 to 3.00 (elective)

Friday: NO SCHOOL.

but Ballet class with Joni. 6.30pm at cairnhill studio

Saturday: Jazz Dance (cross- disciplinary)- 2.00 to 4.00

Sunday: Ballet with Joni! :) -Noon ( yet to confirm with the time)

I'll aprox. having 6 hrs in school from monday to thurday.

Ha, Husband boo.. I told you I'll only have 4 hrs everyday...BOO, I've misunderstood the timing.

NO METAL SMITHING for me this SEM. :(

it's part of 3D department elctive by Desmond Chin,

but it's full already.

And there's no ceramic. :(

I thought of taking chinese calligraphy and seal engraving, but I'm afraid that it'll be too tiring to stay in school for 7.5 hrs on Wednesday, so I ended up picking 3d workshop and model making instead.

Yes yes yes, 6 hrs is my max. in school, I don't like to stay outside for too long, Haha.. I'll be missing my room very much.

I am very happy to view it yesterday,

you're very cute indeed. :)

Surprised.

2008-12-28T14:50:00.002+08:00

Husband BOO and Wife Boo

lmao at this photo,

ugly ugly us. Ha.

2008-12-27T22:48:00.003+08:00

Look at this..

my favourite kitty and...

those straps!!..

Exactly the same as my walls.

I'll definitely use this sketch book to draw my jewelry designs,

I've been blessed with your encouragement.

Thank you, Husband boo.

And I grant your wish by showing my forehead tonight.

Good Night. :)

2008-12-27T21:50:00.010+08:00

Okay, I am gonna ask my dad to accompany me to the lawyer firm to change my name to Ong Yun Hui, Renee. Yes my actual name is YUN HUI and not YING HUI after changing it long time ago, and yeh dad forgotten to change the dialect name after changing my chinese name last time.

I woke up at 6Am to bake for husband boo today, because I was meeting her at 11am to shop for "food" and to have lunch. Our outing was awesome, we spent our day chatting at my bishan house with our dvds showing, that was a long chat indeed. I feel contented and happy. Yeh, she's my closes friend at the moment, and btw, I don't have much friends. Especially, those that you're counting as 'CLOSE', there're very few of them. My surprise christmas pressie was, haha, so cute, and I definitely love it lots. I'll post it on the other entry.

Thanks. You're really kind to draw my 'favourite' often, do you know how hard it is to draw a kitty that is good in quality?.. You did it well though. :) See, practiced too much.

Oh, but I'm sorry that I did not prepare anything for you this christmas, my bad. :(

Where are you, where are you?

I must focus on my passion jewelry and dance,

please think about nothing else but school and dance,

school and dance, Renee.

FOCUS!

I'm confused,

the heart seemed to have change alittle.

Should I or shouldn't I?

that one is not bad hurh?

hmm...

okay, did I just type F O C U S..

yeh, focus.

You bloody hell,

you've stayed in my heart for such a long time.

I should really move on,

sorry but my passion and dance is so damn important to me at the moment.

2008-12-26T13:42:00.006+08:00

Time Table is OUT.

I headed down to NAFA on christmas eve noon after receiving phone call at 11AM. Haha, and that person says she'll be rushing off at 12.30 PM.

Alright, I got my student card, together with some other documents regarding the cross-disciplinary electives registration, my time table and also the EZ link application.

The compulsory subjects for 3D design /semester 2 are as follow:

Presentation Drawing & Rendering

2D computer Modelling

3D Fundamentals

Research Methodology

Creative Thinking

3D Theory & History 2

As for the cross-disciplinary electives, I'm thinking of taking Metal smithing, Introduction to Ceramics, Introduction to Calligraphy and Seal Engraving and Jazz Dance.

I'll most likely picking two to three out of four.

2008-12-24T14:25:00.002+08:00

Christmas and New Year Hangout Night!
	Where: My house =P, Blk 536 Pasir Ris Drive 1 #09-290, Singapore, Singapore, 510536 When: Saturday, December 27, 2008 6:00PM to Sunday, December 28, 2008 1:00AM Host details Joni Tan (tanjoni@gmail.com)
Hello!, Would love to see you at the party! Hope you can make it. Those who not "internet-savvy" can just email me if u're coming..but try your best to use the online invite! Thanks! -Joni Tan

Hi dancers!

Ever wondered how your ballet teacher's house looks like! now's your chance =P . haha..i'll try my best to pack ok? =P

anyway, this is a christmas and new year combined thing...we'll be having some kind ofdinner (i try my best not to poison u guys)..tv/ballet movies...and ballet games if we run out of movies! you guys can stay till as late as you want!

i'll hafta rush out of my house to teach at 4.45-5.30pm and rush back by 6pm..so any kind of help is appreciated...those who wana come earlier at 3pm...please let me know!

yeah..so its a fun and hopefully nice dinner time. RSVP please! My HP number is 90291479. =P

Received this from Joni, Haha.

Ballet Party!!

2008-12-23T10:02:00.004+08:00

Joni says the lifespan for a professional dancer is 15 to 35 years old.

She also says that it might be possible for me to become a teacher in the future, but not sure about professional dancer due to my age, as most of the professional dancers start dancing when they're much younger. She'll arrange more classes for me to attend.

To become professional dancer, you need to spend at least two to three times per week practicing in the studio, and for eg, 2pm to 10pm per session.

Then I told her I wasn't expecting of becoming a professional dancer or a ballet teacher in the future, but I am looking forward in taking examinations for ballet.

SUNDAY macaron class with Aunty Yochana ( Lucy) was so fun, Haha. Meeting great classmates that afternoon, and ah ma is very nice ( aunty's mother). Although it was stated that we're having macaron and almond tarlette class that day, but we ended up having high tea, ha.. because Aunty is kind enough to feed her class of 12 students with her home baked delights. Spending 90 bucks for a good day learning.

MONDAY: Ha, I was baking lots of chocolate delights yesterday. Chocolate cheese cake, which my brother suggested that it could be more cheesy. Rich chocoffee rum cupcake with nutella, baked the day before. And also, Chocolate ganache with rum tarlette, okay.. yet to try. Chocolate fetish indeed. :) I need my 70% and above dark chocolate, craving for extreme dark chocolate!

Looking forward to the next meet up with husband boo, our food party.

And it's time for our PCG session.

See you soon Husband! :)

Let faith bring us together one day,

but it is too hard to fulfill.

Gone forever.

2008-12-21T09:06:00.003+08:00

20 Dec '08: Cookies collected.

It took me more than 12 hours to complete the whole process, 52 pieces of 10x8 cm each with icing design. Goodness, it was so tiring. The cookie base was baked within 1.5 hours, started baking at 4pm and the icing part ended at 5-6am! HA. I slept at 6 but woke up at 9am, because mummy was talking too loud on the phone. Okay, it's over.

Well, I'll be having macaron class with aunty yochana later at Nim Green road. Yay, it's learning day. :) Oh, but I'm so tired right now.

Where are you, where art thou? :(

2008-12-18T15:29:00.002+08:00

I haven't been spending for the past few months,

and I think the only thing that I bought was husband's birthday pressie from Passion Rouge.

So, I am gonna get what I'm suppose to get, and reward myself with something.

Been spending very very little, seriously.. I don't even bare to buy myself a bar of 70% dark chocolate which cost only five to seven bucks and also, not having my haircut for four months.

And go ask husband, what we had for our lunch for the previous meet up, I think even she could tell that I was saving, but too bad.. mummy never understand. The more I save, the lesser she'd gave me, no not lesser but not at all. Maybe she's got the idea of girls doesn't need to spend?..Ha.

NO.. I'm gonna say good bye to those days, and grant for what I need, I need.. is need and not want. I'd learnt to be smart.

Oh, yes.. I'm done with the cookie dough.. Haha. I've divided into twelve individual pack, which I think weighing 1.5 kg in total, Aha.

It's about 3.5 weeks time and I'll be back in school, new environment, meeting new people and all. Ha. I am not exactly worried about that, but I am afraid of not getting to know the location of the toilets, Haha. Granny's bladder that needs to pee alot, sounds gross yeh. Oh, btw.. I'll be going back to nafa on the 3rd to choose my modules, yeh.. and four credits being exempted.

Oh, I've told dad about the Hong kong Jewellery international exhibition this coming March, and I initiate that I hope to attend, but that's my project week though... how? :( Like fly to Hongkong for two days?.. Well, shall see.

2009:

Monday to Friday: School

Sunday: Ballet

One week end of every month: Beading class ( beading class which I mean it)

My beading class which consist of more than 60% Swarovski Crystals.

I thought of getting a part time job, but no.. I'm gonna focus on my school work.

How come so tough, I just want to be independent and gain confident thats all.

2008-12-17T09:50:00.003+08:00

Morning!

It's 9.50 Am now, and I had my breakfast according to what was stated yesterday.

One Slice of Whitemeal bread, one banana, one packet of 125ml Anlene concentrate (chocolate flavour), one cup of plain water, and a few little bit pieces of persimmon dice.

Haha, supposed to have our christmas celebration on the 24th, but husband was thinking of making a change to the day after, which is christmas day.

WHY?.. Ask her brother larh, haha. Then husband was asking if I wanna accompany her to her brother's church chalet on the 24th, HAHAa. Well, I don't mind though, but it gonna be weird I guess.

Oh, my right eye is really puffy now, puffy puffy, puff. BOO! :(

Oh.. yeh, I was thinking about christmas pressie, I'll be getting my maids something, yes.. both of them. They've been working really hard for us, especially this month. I'd not let my mum knows, if not she's gonna kill me. Come on, she don't even let them have can drinks alright.

2008-12-17T01:36:00.009+08:00

Half a kg is gone after 20 hours of moody sleep,

not happy, not happy then sleep lorh. Ha. :)

I had a cup of coffee with dad an hour ago, just reached home yeh.

I am thinking of my breakfast right now,

Haha.

Breakfast:

One Slice of Wholemeal or Whitemeal bread

One Banana

One Packet of Alene Concentrate ( Chocolate flavour )

*I must have that concentrated milk, Haha. I have to say no to osteoporosis, calcium intake please!

Lunch:

One wedge of Papaya

Bittergourd with Egg + my favorite tomato sauce

*That's my all time favourite, papa's superb dish. :)

Dinner:

3/4 Green Apple (my habit of bitting just 3/4 of whole.

Carrot and Cumber sticks

Cereal Drink

3/4 of my body is made up of fruits,

I need to have at least 3 kinds of fruits everyday,

especially apple and banana, I don't like orange.

Another 1/4 is made up of bread,

I can't live without bread..

especially..... the sides of bread, bread peel?

Haha. Gonna quit that bad habit though, it's time to learn eating whole piece,

eating just the sides is not the right way.

Oh, well..

Of course I'll eat more when I dance for ballet,

and when I'm like having outing with my husband BOO we'll like hunt for food and eat,

and also.. I tend to eat more now adays, just that I feel like eating those tomorrow.

I'll eat things that I like then go practice those ballet footwork and jump non stop,

as in my 200 jumping jacks and star jumps.

I am weighing 38.7 kg now,

lets see how much weight do I gain tomorrow.

It'll probably hit 39.4-5 kg.

Hi to that someone who's complaining about his weight months ago,

have you been eating right and doing those runnings?

Take care yeh. :)

2008-12-16T20:59:00.002+08:00

Wednesday or Thursday: Batam Trip with Dad- New intake of foreign students.

20th Dec: Kelly's Gingerbread cookies order collection/ 52 pieces @5pm- TPY

21st Dec: Macaron Class with Aunty Yochana @2:00pm- Nim Green

24th Dec: Christmas celebration with Husband BOO.

Next week: Back to Malaysia with Dad.

4th Dec: Ballet Class with Joni.

12th Jan: NAFA school reopens.

Chinese New Year: Back to Malaysia with Dad.

2008-12-14T20:42:00.001+08:00

I hate my mother, very much.

I feel like dying, because I am seeing you everyday.

2008-12-13T10:19:00.004+08:00

Mummy, I am not a fool you know.
You better slit everything out before I leave.
You gave me nothing, not even proper care and concern towards me.
Asking for a cooked meal from you is like the hardest thing ever,
you can't even give me simple things.
It's not that you're lazy, but it gonna depends on who that person is.

Everything I see is unfairness, but haven't I done my part as a daughter?
I'm gonna kill you if you're not my mother.
I hate you for being so unfair.

You thing about kor, you think that he needed this and that..
but I need nothing.
DAMN.
I'm not a 3 year old kids you know.

It's more than enough,
I am gonna get everything back.
Why does he deserve such a good life,
when I been suffering so much.
From the I was born it was already unfair regards of my appearance,
even relatives look down on me.
And of course he's born to be the smarter one,
thats why I am always being hidden behind others.
And also, because I am a girl,
everyone knows mummy LOVES BOYS.

I am too stupid for being too soft hearted,
mummy, haven't I treating you like a queen?
Do you think you deserve it?!

You better split them all out,
if not I am gonna let everyone knows about your shameful acts.

Mummy haven't been giving me pocket money for months,
but she would never missed yours.
It's not about the money matter,
but how come everything you have I don't have?!
HAHAHAHAA, and good enough...
when we went for K session,
I was asked to pay for you and your friend.
How great right cutting everything from my own savings.
GREAT.
Then for mummy,
no pocket money for me still wanna borrow from me yeh..
VERY GOOD, then where's my few thousands dollars you borrowed years ago?
I was stupid enough to think that,
Oh... never mind, we're after all one family,
but did you all treat me as a family?..
And don't you know how to earn your own money,
DAMN.
And please, we shouldn't be that short of cash.
Bully and BULLY... and BULLY. DAMN.
I am never a clever person,
but I am not a fool.
I know and learn how to differentiate
good and bad things.
Shout at me as and when you like,
scolding for nothing.
I've got my own pride know,
shout larh shout till I turned mental retard
and became depressed.
Do you know that you're the main course of my depression last year?
Even Dr. Yeo Sim Huat knows about it,
you thought BGR problems?

IT'S SHOW TIME.

Everyone thinks that I'd keep quiet like I used to be right,
but please bare in mind that I am no longer Ying Hui,
BUT RENEE.

Try again and see what happen.

Treating me so badly,
but I am still worried about no one taking care of you in the future,
pa going back to malaysia,
kor moving out when he's 30...
no one thinks about you mummy,
but I do.
ARGHX, you never see me as part of your life anyway.

Shou gou le, OKAY?!

2008-12-06T20:32:00.002+08:00

2008-12-06T15:58:00.004+08:00

I BURNT MY FINGERS!!!

They're so so so damn PAINFUL! :(

I was supposed to t steam some rice cake,

but ended up steaming my fingers instead.

Laugh at myself larh. BOO!

Joni's class was awesome yesterday,

and I kind of love my classmates or should I say dancemates,

haha.

Joni was mentioning about the year end party,

she intent to organise a party on the 30th,

so that she can have her count down with her students! HA.

She also says that, she'll be free on sundays,

anyone of us who wants to go to the esplande library for ballet RESEARCH can follow her.

Oh, btw.. is anyone interested in The Nutcracker?

I wanted to go there and support her but I'm going alone.

Anyone is interested?

Joni can get a 25% discount for the tickets.

2008-12-05T11:32:00.002+08:00

Ballet class this evening :)

Sudden change of order for cookies, 42 pieces to 52 pieces.

I started to love making steamed cakes. Hahaa.

I'm having my period NOW.

Husband, which means I can't swim with you this coming Tuesday,

lets have badminton session instead. :)

2008-12-01T13:35:00.002+08:00

Mummy, will you ever trust me?.. Just once?

Wasn't it horrible when I already told you that the school fees got to be paid by tomorrow?..

Why don't you believe me and check the letter when I was out with dad?..

DAMN.

Why do I have such mother?

And also, although I love to prepare things for people,

but I'm not born to serve everyone forever,

so please don't take me for granted.

Mummy, I had enough of you.

EVerything is about your son, your son and YOUR SON,

since you dote him so much..

please tell him all your problems instead of telling me everytime.

I've already realised that no matter how much effort I put in,

I'm just someone whom you'll scold as and when you like,

and forgetting my presence when your son is with you.

I've already done my part as a daughter and sister,

my patience is up to limit.

I'll learn how to love myself and dad only,

it's time to go selfish.

Don't blame me on that,

I'm being forced by you to do so.

I hope to leave,

but I can't afford to live on my own now.

Perhaps, 5 more years is needed to grant my wish,

and also, I don't mind going back to malaysia with dad,

living in dad's beloved house at Muar.

Of course I'm worried and working hard now,

I'm only 19 years old, but dad is turning 60 like in 2 years,

unpredicted things might happen.

If dad is gone one day,

do you think mum and bro will go out and work?

Well, I don't think so.

And isn't it obvious that dad is the only person who doted me most?

He ever mentioned that one day he's not around,

it gonna be really bad for me.

That's why I'm working so hard to become independent,

just incase anything happened to him,

I'll still be strong and able to take care of myself.

DAMN.

And people still say that I'm sotong last time,

I'm never a blur person alright.

2008-11-29T10:40:00.007+08:00

Super nasty customer, errk.

It's alright, I've got higher EQ now to get over it.

I apologised even when you're at fault my dear,

with no offence but you thought your $40++ is very big?..

And it's not as if R. Jewel Dosi is giving you bad service know,

I've already tried to offer you with the details patiently.

Stop giving me that attitude,

don't try to test my patience alright.

Well, money is hard to earn,

and never come in easy..

But I'm happy to take the challenge,

just that there's a little flame in my body now that I need to complain alittle..

Ha.

Ha.. but I realised I'll treat those who gave me attitude with really nice service.

The more attitude you show me, the better I'll serve you.

So, please be aware that when I'm super nice towards you, you might already have hit my anger limit.

2008-11-29T01:53:00.005+08:00

I feel it at that moment, special energy for me to move.
It's amazing, from that wall of mirrors I saw a different person.
Joni's ballet class had turned me into a happy person tonight.

Ballet simply make me happy. :)

And I'm thankful to have Joni as my new instructor,

with no offence but I think Joni is better than Anthony,

or at least I feel that Jo is more suitable for me.

From now on, I'll make dancing part of my life..
Just like my passion towards jewelry.

Never afraid to dream big,
but always remember to work hard. :)

2008-11-27T01:21:00.002+08:00

Just an update before I go to bed, Aha.

About three hours ago, I was baking my first ever baked cheese cake, well.. and everything went fine... took pictures and stuff... then..... *P-I-A-N-G*!.. I let go of my hands and the cheese cake dropped on the table. Yes, I'm the one to be blame on, because I tried to flip it over when it's still hot. DAH! :(

Only if the god grant me with good health, things should be fine.

Life has been tough, but I'm not quite afraid of that, just give me a healthy body and I shall be the happiest person.

I promised to work hard, I've already said that if I'm given a chance to study in NAFA majoring in Jewelry Design.. I will... definitely will push myself to the limit.

Well, and the main reason of transferring from Lasalle to Nafa is definitely for jewelry design, remember I did mention on the annual jewel feast?.. Since the every first time I attended the event, I was so envious of those students who're able to take part in the jewelry design competition.. and from then on, I told myself that I must get at least a dip. cert in jewelry design and got to work extremely hard inorder to take part in the competition, the chance is only given to those students taking jewelry design. Yes, I know I'm not a smart person, so the only thing I can do is to work hard. Dad always says that lots of them who attended uni are not smart people, but they worked hard. Jewelry might not be important to you, but it means alot to me. I'll never give up on my ten years hobby, or at least not so easily.

2008-11-26T18:29:00.008+08:00

HELLO!

Updates:-
1) The application of NAFA's 3d Design ( Jewellery Major) Dip. had finally been approved, which also means that I'll be back in school this coming January to join their Semester 2. :)

2) I'd a surprise order last week and was being confirmed yesterday. Someone had placed an order for my Mr & Mrs Gingerbread cookies which was featured on my blog one year ago, and to my surprise the quantity is 42 pieces/ 21 pairs. Thanks for your support! :)

3) I am now working on my branched out slop of R. Jewel Dosi. I named it R. Jewel Dosi- CLAY, yeh.. just to name after the originally one, I hope to have a clearer and easier way to showcase my current clay work. I know they're not any good work, but please support me alright?.. Ha. Give me a chance to learn and improve :)

4) I baked my first batch of honeycomb cake.

5) I had my worst back pain the day before yesterday.

6) Joni's ballet class is way better than Anthony's.

Ohh yeh...

TO HUSBAND:

Husband, if you're reading this entry..Here's something for you!..
I know you've been really stressful lately,
so.. I am gonna let you smile. :)

I know you hated this photo most, but never slap me alright. Aha.

Sweet old days @ the super mini playground,

and I was incredibly ugly in this 4-5 years old photo, acting cute some more. :(

It doesn't matter though,

but make sure you SMILE! :)

HUSBAND, FIGHTING!

2008-11-19T23:53:00.008+08:00

P L A Y I N G: I Don't Like Mondays by The Boomtown Rats

HELLO!

Last week:-
I had my first ballet class with Joni last friday, and I must say that the spine is pretty much giving me lots of problems, also the toes kept being disobedient, so yeah. New friends: HELLO, Alpha and Regina. :)

I had my first attempt to flourless cake, shall show it by chance next time.

The creation of Robot Babies. (batch one- multi-colour varation)

Monday:
Done with the two weeks torture without icecream.. HA.

Yesterday:
Void bread and go green.
Yesterday was indeed a well spent day, Ha.
Was doing clay work in the morning.
I cooked lunch for granny, visited her and we had some chat.
Then I borrowed two books from the library, and started reading with the novel, Secondhand World, and to my surprise there're quite some twist in the story.
Okay and I had dinner with dad.
And lastly, I was asked to join my brother with one of his friend, Ruey Jen for Kbox session, and so.. we got home at around 2:30AM.
Well, and I had a good chat with my brother until 4.30AM, the topic we touched on was mainly on design and school issues.
I went to bed at 5AM.

Today: -
I did multi-roses millefiori patch work on clay.
Baked cornflakes oat with raisins cookies and mango muffins.
Mango jelly as well.

I'm hooked with Hugh Lauries acting, this man is AWESOME. :)
I LOVE OLD MAN! But, he 's not that old actually, Ha.

There's a huge acne at the front of the eyebrow, that's very annoying. :(
Feeling giddy as and when lately.

It's time to sleep,
GOOD NIGHT.

*** I am craving for PRETZEL, that's my all time favourite alright. Aha.

2008-11-12T16:13:00.005+08:00

P L A Y I N G: Putting on The Ritz

by Hugh Laurie (feat. Stephen Fry)

Have a nice day.

2008-11-11T23:26:00.010+08:00

Gay couple kissing behind us, can you see it? :)

(Blur photos taken, setting was set in ISO format..errk.)

Happy Husband!

Wife BOO and Husband BOO

and.. all thanks to the WIND.

Messy Hair!

Time was well spent with husband tonight, thanks for your listening ears.

Our cafe dream, Ha.. I was surprised.

Husband wanna become a cook?.. Chief?

She loves main course. :)

We'll find our way out someday,

no longer back to the bss days..

much stronger now, right?

Things would be proven.

Fighting!

You shall be a valuer and I hope to become a gemologist or at least a jewelry designer..

and.. owning a cafe shall be our dream.

Hugh Laurie is my new favourite, Aha.

I was watching BBC news in the morning.. then I came to know about this funny cha-cha.

He's a very great comedian as well as an actor.

His comedies with Stephen Fry in the earlier days were so kind of hilarious, the British men had their own way in bringing out humour to their audiences. (A bit of Fry and Hugh, Jeeves and Wooster)

His acting in blackadder together with Rowan Atkinson was very entertaining indeed. Aha.

Then I started watching HOUSE season one, haha.. and they're like airing season five now.

This man is arghx.. amazing.

The door shall be closed and new doors shall be open.

2008-11-10T20:26:00.004+08:00

Perhaps I couldn't stand it anymore,

emotionally broke down and I shouted back.

Thinking of what happened for the passed few weeks,

errk.. I couldn't tolerate anymore!..

I said.. " I AM YOUR DAUGHTER!"

I gonna turn insane if I still continue to keep my mouth shut.

Continue with your attitude,

I know you gonna ignore me for days..

I don't care anymore.

I tell you what,

kor says he gonna move out of the house when he's 30..

and you got no idea about that matter right.

I gonna leave too,

I hope to move out of the house when I'm like 21..

I love the feeling of a happy family,

but I realised that days being unhappy are definitely more compared to those happy days.

Stop affecting my emotion..

it's soooooo depressing when I'm facing you.

You know what.. it's not as if I don't love you..

I love our family, everyone of you.. and especially pa..

but the fact is you're the main cause of my depression.

You never know it.

NEVER.

Do you know that your daughter is not happy?..

You never look into me deeper,

all you think about is kor.

I'm feeling so sick...

how am I gonna love someone in the future,

it's to hard to express..

do you understand?..

Even mummy doesn't provide sufficient love,

how's an outsider love me like pa does.

Am I really that bad?..

People just treat me as replacement..

depressed.

Gonna sleep,

goodnight.

2008-11-09T09:29:00.003+08:00

I was at granny's place on Saturday and I escaped from yesterday's celebration. I prefer one to one situation rather than gathering with whole bunch of people. Please respect my thoughts, I already said that everyone is different, and I don't see why I'm at fault when I did visit granny and showing concern towards her, it's just the other way showing concern to her, and I intend to go back again tomorrow.. gonna bring along my barang barang and cook lunch at granny's place. I know granny gonna understand my love towards her, and of course I love her.. it's just that I don't like being question by those errk... always shcool work but nothing else.. unlike seeing granny, she's always loving. And I already said that I would not force myself doing something that I don't like, because I only live once for my life.. I wouldn't make myself unhappy. When things are not clarified, I don't think I will join the whole family.. it's been unfair for years, mummy.. you gonna clarify on what you've done. You don't understand why I'm like this?.. You never understand me since the day I was born what, but you'll know one day.. when I'm no longer with you.

Well, enough of that.. I don't wish to cry on Sunday morning.. as Sunday should be a happy and joyful day. :)

CLAY: New works done, great!

2008-11-07T00:11:00.008+08:00

CLAY make me a happy person. :)

Working on clay is so much fun, please... it's CLAY and not play dough,

yeh but I don't deny that I used to love play dough when I was young..

and I don't mind receiving a play dough set if you give it to me now.. HAHA!

Polymer Fimo clay... air dry Shinwa clay..

YAY!

I'm now eyeing on Epoxy resin...

that produces hard crystal like plastic.

I'd been working on polymer clay for the past two days.. I came out with Millefiori patch work,

but I seriously thought that I need more references inorder to produce better work because making Millefiori cane is not a simple task. Yeh, so.. I got six books from the library just now... mainly on polymer clay and mixed media jewelry.

Last week: I'd created many desserts motifs by using air dry clay. Something special, hmm.. the Dessert tumor baby series.. haha.. it's growing on their head.

Problem was solved after talking to dad, no point brooding over such things.. I just hope to get it solved. EQ.. EQ. :) At least papa understands.

I had my worst menses cramp the night before.. it was... EEERK. I was forced to wake up at 4am. BOO! and.. I lost 1.3 kg within two days, 39.8 to 38.5 kg. I think it's due to those cramps.

I failed to drink 1 litre of water yesterday.. I drank 750ml instead.

My apology to late replies: I was working on clay.. and I hardly reply messages when I'm stuck with my work.

WEN: Hey, my phone number is still the same, was that you who sent me a message couple days ago?.. Sorry, I'd forgotten to save your new number when you told me the previous time.

What happened?.. I might not be able to meet up with you, but you can always give me a call if you still need someone to talk to. Things will be fine, don't worry yeh. :)

BOOBOO HUSBAND: I missed you!.. :) We're planning to stay together in the future, I'll do the cooking and she'll be doing house keeping. Haha. How great yeh!... and we'll share our husbands. :) Your driving test will be on Thursday, Fighting! You've got all my support! :)

Something is wrong with mummy..

do you really thought that you're the queen?

What's wrong with the maids singing while cooking?!..

It's too much.. do you think you're the only one who can sing, and they can't sing?

MAIDS ARE HUMANS TOO!

Too weird eh mummy.

Only if you realized. :)

2008-10-31T00:19:00.004+08:00

Oh.. It was such a M O O D Y day.

Mummy, can I ask you a question..

Do you dislike me since the day you gave birth to me?

I'm not a dummy for you to throw against the wall when you're unhappy.

A very petty person who doesn't allow her daughter to be better than her,

you must have everything,

and I find it weird when it comes to money matter.

Soon okay.. Soon, I'll bring up everything and let everyone knows the secret.

I'm not sure about kor, but seriously.. both Pa and I can't take it anymore,

it's time to voice out.

WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS?..

WHY?

WHY DON'T YOU KILL ME SINCE YOU DISLIKE ME?..

It's a torture to see the unfairness..

you always say that kor is very obedient..

so what have I done wrongly?!

Do I deserve such punishment from you?!

Because I'm not as good looking..

because I'm not as smart and clever..

because I'm close to papa..

MUMMY... you are TOOOOOOO...

ARGHX!

TAI XIAN SHI!

Something that I don't understand is that..

what is it to be jealous about when I'm close to papa?..

I'm your daughter lerh!

I'm spending alot..

ARE YOU SURE!..

Since I left lasalle..

you only gave me 100 bucks per month.

I thought it was fine..

as I'm selling my own work and probably starting bead class if it's possible.

Goodness..

I couldn't believe what you told that lady this afternoon,

you're too much.

Papa didn't know about the 100 bucks thingy,

and he thought that was totally crazy.

Don't force me mummy..

Don't force me to say out everything that you did to me.

I can't take it because..

you always thought that I don't have to use money on my own basis.

I mean it's unfair..

does it means that only you and kor have the right to use?

Don't force pa to take back everything from you,

I already said that you're not the queen.

And HELLO.. I'm 19.. turning 20,

so please don't treat me as though I'm a three years old kid.

Enough of that.

I'll be having ballet class again, Joni will be my instructor and the class will be conducted with another lady. I'm always asking for small class, so this will be good.. just three of us.

I'm working on a new range of accessories, using shinwa air dry clay and fimo baked clay to construct flower and dessert motifs. I love air dry clay.. it's so light and clean, and most of importantly very easy to work with.

I'm feeling depressed.

It have been 3 weeks that I couldn't sleep well..

GOODNIGHT! :(

2008-10-24T08:36:00.003+08:00

HAAaarh-CHhheee! :(

Been having flu for 2 weeks, and damn I started coughing yesterday.

Feeling giddy all the time, and boo!.. I'm having constipation for a fews days already.

That's bad, so bad.. so bad.

The worst part is.. I couldn't get proper sleep for more than a week,

I woke up every two hours for nothing..

it's like the eyes will automatically open in every two hours routine.

And the eyes look really puffy now. :(

The weather haven't been good lately, both my dad and brother are sick too.

Viruses and bacterials spreading within the house, that's very bad.

Yeh, so do remember to drink more water and eat healthily everyday so as to keep all the viruses away from you.

2008-10-20T16:01:00.007+08:00

Everything sounds stupid.

Tah-ah... I need a quiet and peaceful life.

Things got to be sort out and change,

when it's time to say good bye,

it's time to... Say Good Bye.

The life being so dramatic,

it's as though you're sitting on a ride of the roller-coaster,

V-O-O-M..

I wish I could cry out loud,

but I could just laugh so loudly at myself..

HA.

So many obstacles,

so many..

that's.. WOW..

so many.

I'll strive hard and will... be strong.

I should thank god for giving me such a dramatic life,

it could be a great opportunity to learn,

it does makes sense right?

Life is simple now..

I just want to stay healthy and happy everyday.

It would be nice if someone could actually teach me how to be happy..

I'm still learning..

HA.. it's not a simple task eh. BOO!

and please turn me into a jewelry kid..

no.. not about wearing and putting on jewelries, that's nothing..

but knowledge and technical skills on jewelry that's what I meant.

I'm still waiting for the opportunity..

not much in singapore though. hmm.

2008-10-17T14:08:00.000+08:00

Oh.. I'm getting sick of the daily routine.

Giddiness.. headache.. etc.

I'm a weird person, an introvert, an emo kid and maybe.. just maybe an autistic child.

It's just a matter of different personality.

I used to feel bad about my flaw, I thought it's my fault for not socializing with people..

people around me make it a point that seems like I am at fault.

But what's wrong with my personal character when you're an extrovert?

Come on.. lets face the fact that everyone is different,

if I am gonna except and respect the way you stay up with your life..

please show some respect to my lifestyle.

I enjoy doing my work at home, so what's wrong with that?

I only love to hang out with a few people, anything wrong with that?

I admit that I live in my own world, and it's pretty hard for strangers to step into my life..

yeh, and only those who're really closed to me will get to understand my personality.

So, please bare with my personality if you gonna be my friend.

Even my dad told husband that I'm those kind of person who seldom go out with friends.

HAHA..PAPA!

YES YES YES.. I'm a very weird person who love nothing but creating my own jewelry everyday,

I'm waiting for my return to school.. I'm looking forward in exploring and discovering that particular topic.

Frankly, I find it weird personally... like how come it's jewelry and muffins everyday?

Do I love baking that much?.. or is it muffin fetish?

I AM WEIRD.

2008-10-13T15:25:00.000+08:00

I'm done with six beaded rings.

I've replaced the beaded ring backing with solid metal, the reason of doing it is to fit different sizes of the fingers, it's like I don't have to customize for every single person who wears it.

Lately, I'm quite fond of using the wrapping techniques in my bead works.Well, I'll only show them when I'm done with twenty pieces.

After ten years of beading, I would say beading is indeed a fun and creative hobby. Not only does it helps to train the rusty brain in working with experimental designs, it also helps to create all kinds of new beading techniques, but the bad point is that I'm seeing floaters at this young age already. Ha!

Not forgetting to mention about the booboo husband yeh..

I just received her message.

I haven't seen her for more than a month..

oh, this is quite abnormal though, as we normally meet up at least twice a month.. ha.

Yeh, we're busy with our own stuffs,

soon husband.. SOON.

We need PCG session!

Thousands issues to share.

2008-10-11T16:30:00.000+08:00

I WANT THOSE BANANAS!

I remember seeing those cuties @PS few months ago..

but I didn't buy it.

Yeh, regret larh. :(

***If anyone happen to see the HK bananas displaying in Singapore,

PLEASE let me know. Thanks.

2008-10-11T10:21:00.000+08:00

neh nee neh nee boo boo

I'm not your bloody dumb hell. :)

2008-10-08T20:06:00.000+08:00

한번 더 이별 by Sung Si Kyung (2007-10-19 radio)

** That DJ should be Park Jung Ah from Jewlry

2008-10-08T00:07:00.001+08:00

SAY HELLO TO SUNG SI KYUNG! :)

New Updates. - (finally**)

Oh, but ignore the red suit/ costume that he's wearing please.

2008-10-06T18:51:00.000+08:00

Oh, there's no good night sleep for me these days..

pretty tired though... but I couldn't manage to sleep well.

5 hrs sleep can be the maximum already. Ha.

I'm so gonna die..

puffy eyes, rotting face..ERGH.

Oh yeh, I've done with what I'm supposed to do,

shouldn't have any regret I guess..

BYE BYE to YOU. =)

Oh...HAHA, I am having my period now.

YAY!..Do you know how happy it is to have it on the exact date?..

Because I missed it during August.

Yeh, So I'm now very happy eh. Aha.

ooo.. I'm having bad cramps though,

the bladder's hurting too. :(

Oh, Pearl was at my place yesterday..

been half a year since I last saw her!.. Haha.

I was so amazed with her complexion.. it's like kind of fair?..

haha. She's slightly darker than me, and she's been really tanned all the while.

Both Pearl and my brother tried my new invention.. haha..

the new recipe, ' Chocolate Cola Muffin'.

Anyway, all the best for Os. Fighting! :)

I'm not going to have dinner tonight..

I feel so bloated in the stomach,

I'll only get myself an apple tonight. :)

Where is my booboo husband?..

We need PCG session.

Lets meet up soon okay?..

But I need to catch some good rest before meeting you.

2008-10-06T01:05:00.000+08:00

All thanks to the booboo husband's blog entries...

yeh, I've got this habit to read her blog whenever I'm free,

well, I'm just doing my part as I already mentioned before that she's like a real sister to me.

All thanks to her blog entries..

that make me think of those issues too.

But in my case,

I think I'm silly enough to like that particular person for years.

See larh husband, I already told you that your so called " hua xin" is good,

it's bad to like someone that you're not supposed to think of.

Husband and I always make fun of each other,

by saying that she's hua xin and I'm zhong xin.

But yeh, singlehood is good indeed.

I'm single for almost 2 years! :)

Come on, I already said that I'm attached to my passion but nothing else at the moment.

Oh yes, HUSBAND lorh.

I'm not the little girl whom I'm used to be, something seemed to be important back then, doesn't seems to be important now. I don't really need a boyfriend now, but maybe a companion is who I'm asking for. I'm tired of those days, when people don't appreciate my presence.

Yeh, my backache is getting bad to worst..

It's hard to get into sleep..

and I couldn't bend and walk properly..

it's pretty annoying eh.

The pain will spread to my palms and feet.

2008-10-04T20:50:00.000+08:00

RIP Ahn Jae Hwan and Choi Jin Sil.

I hope Jung Sun Hee will take it easy with the lost of husband one month ago and her closed friend a couple days ago.

But seriously, the death seemed alittle fishy in some points. When Ahn Jae Hwan's body was found after many days of missing, the rumors on Choi Jin Sil started to spread. It was said that she actually lent Ahn Jae Hwan few billions won =SGD 2 million and she wants a return from AJH before his death. Now, when CJS had passed away, rumors start to point towards Jung Sun Hee and it's about her sister-in-law who wanted to conduct another round of investigation on her brother's death, and was said that Jung Sun Hee actually kidnapped Ahn Jae Hwan before his death. So?.. She's the murderer? Come on, with her situation now, I don't think she can tolerate with those rumors. Poor thing can, I don't wish to see her as the next victim.

It's true that none really understand what had happened, but can the people just pity JSH for her situation now, it's really hard to get over the emotional state.

I'm not really a fan of her, I only noticed her in SSK's vedios like few months ago as both of them are good friends. Anyway, Jung Sun Hee.. Fighting!

2008-10-04T14:42:00.000+08:00

HEEL-LOO!

I'm done with the interview.

Time was spent preparing the portfoilo.

Yesterday was, Haha.

I was surprised that Desmond was one of the interviewers,

and yeh, I did a placement test after the interview.

Well, I will not go into details about the interview,

I shall just wait for Nafa's phone call.

Haha.

I'm so kinda...

hmm..

Should I?

2008-10-01T10:40:00.000+08:00

HEEL-LOO!

Happy Children's day!

Salamat Hari Raya!

GOOD DAY!

Oh yeh, the nafa interview will be on this Friday@ 2:30pm.

It's like finally can, neh nee neh nee booboo.

Ha.

Oh, i'm gonna prepare the portfolio, B Y E - B Y E.

neh-nee-neh-nee-boo-boo..

my confession will be after the major issue.

2008-09-30T16:13:00.000+08:00

Yay!..

Here's my simple blog.