rae-rae and her favorite elephant straps.

Mummy, I am not a fool you know.
You better slit everything out before I leave.
You gave me nothing, not even proper care and concern towards me.
Asking for a cooked meal from you is like the hardest thing ever,
you can't even give me simple things.
It's not that you're lazy, but it gonna depends on who that person is.

Everything I see is unfairness, but haven't I done my part as a daughter?
I'm gonna kill you if you're not my mother.
I hate you for being so unfair.

You thing about kor, you think that he needed this and that..
but I need nothing.
DAMN.
I'm not a 3 year old kids you know.

It's more than enough,
I am gonna get everything back.
Why does he deserve such a good life,
when I been suffering so much.
From the I was born it was already unfair regards of my appearance,
even relatives look down on me.
And of course he's born to be the smarter one,
thats why I am always being hidden behind others.
And also, because I am a girl,
everyone knows mummy LOVES BOYS.

I am too stupid for being too soft hearted,
mummy, haven't I treating you like a queen?
Do you think you deserve it?!

You better split them all out,
if not I am gonna let everyone knows about your shameful acts.

Mummy haven't been giving me pocket money for months,
but she would never missed yours.
It's not about the money matter,
but how come everything you have I don't have?!
HAHAHAHAA, and good enough...
when we went for K session,
I was asked to pay for you and your friend.
How great right cutting everything from my own savings.
GREAT.
Then for mummy,
no pocket money for me still wanna borrow from me yeh..
VERY GOOD, then where's my few thousands dollars you borrowed years ago?
I was stupid enough to think that,
Oh... never mind, we're after all one family,
but did you all treat me as a family?..
And don't you know how to earn your own money,
DAMN.
And please, we shouldn't be that short of cash.
Bully and BULLY... and BULLY. DAMN.
I am never a clever person,
but I am not a fool.
I know and learn how to differentiate
good and bad things.
Shout at me as and when you like,
scolding for nothing.
I've got my own pride know,
shout larh shout till I turned mental retard
and became depressed.
Do you know that you're the main course of my depression last year?
Even Dr. Yeo Sim Huat knows about it,
you thought BGR problems?

IT'S SHOW TIME.



Everyone thinks that I'd keep quiet like I used to be right,
but please bare in mind that I am no longer Ying Hui,
BUT RENEE.

Try again and see what happen.

Treating me so badly,
but I am still worried about no one taking care of you in the future,
pa going back to malaysia,
kor moving out when he's 30...
no one thinks about you mummy,
but I do.
ARGHX, you never see me as part of your life anyway.






Shou gou le, OKAY?!